dear [ ]: i have been

 

dear [      ]:

i have been losing sleep

wanting to be someone

who is worth the risk.

so sweet, not always so

delicate like blue paper

not so unclear.

i have been distracted.

my fists ache without

thought my knees are

unsure of their place in

your space and i am

trying to open.

i have been losing sleep

it burrows into the abyss

of the morning hours

between four and thirty

and wondering about you

feeling my heart beat.

i have been losing [    ].

love, JANEisnotplain 6.12

dear [ ] : red , hot, and blue

 

dear [     ] : red , hot, and blue

dear [    ],

i know you think that you can

peel away my soul and really see

what lies beneath its just that i am

damaged goods that even you don’t

want to carry  around so you tell me

that i am arrogant but that you care

about me you love me like a [        ]

that you want to touch inside anyway

you make the veins in my neck red

hot blue and fucked up.

love, JANEisnotplain 6.12

dear [ ]: i wish

 

dear [     ]:  i   wish

dear [            ] :

i wish you had

not said the words

but you did and i

would have too

but then i [       ]

meant them .

love, JANEisnotplain 6.12