dear r,
i want you
(to narrate)
[my waking]
i want you
(to narrate)
[my breaths]
i want you
(to narrate)
[my coffee]
i want you
(to narrate)
[my mornings]
i want you
(to narrate)
[my breakfast]
i want you
(to narrate)
[my laughs]
i want you
(to narrate)
[my shower]
i want you
(to narrate)
[my dressing]
i want you
(to narrate)
[my song]
i want you
(to narrate)
[my dreams]
i want you to-
i choose you to-
i choose you-
too.
copyright JANEisnotplain 11.06
18 November 2006
thisyourour-
dear r,
this-
arrangement
this-
formation
this-
commitment
your –
agreement
your-
employment
your-
subjugation
his-
foundation
his-
governance
his-
involvement
our-
acquaintence
our-
attraction
our-
passion
this-
position
this-
appointment
this-
this really is too crowded.
love,
JANEisnotplain 3.04
on this polyamorous triangle i found myself in.
this-
arrangement
this-
formation
this-
commitment
your –
agreement
your-
employment
your-
subjugation
his-
foundation
his-
governance
his-
involvement
our-
acquaintence
our-
attraction
our-
passion
this-
position
this-
appointment
this-
this really is too crowded.
love,
JANEisnotplain 3.04
on this polyamorous triangle i found myself in.
dear r,
11.18.06
dear r,
you found me
the part of me
that i know little about
that can speak to you
the part of me
that you want
that seems to know who i am
the part of me
that will challenge who i was
that who that i will become
the part of me
that i can be proud of
that i want to be yours
that part of me
that
wants
you
love,
JANEisnotplain 11.06
dear r,
you found me
the part of me
that i know little about
that can speak to you
the part of me
that you want
that seems to know who i am
the part of me
that will challenge who i was
that who that i will become
the part of me
that i can be proud of
that i want to be yours
that part of me
that
wants
you
love,
JANEisnotplain 11.06
self portrait # 8: asymptote
stack of books
six editions thick
resting on each shoulder blade
weight the pressure
grey damp road
thick white centered line
marking the margins of expectations
balance attributes accordingly charged
baking light
fire from red dust everywhere
causes eyes to cast inward
the heat of fever encapsulates
weak failing medium
un-utilized calculator
living five feet from the ground
drawn in lines of asyptotes
copyright JANEisnotplain 18.11.06
stack of books
six editions thick
resting on each shoulder blade
weight the pressure
grey damp road
thick white centered line
marking the margins of expectations
balance attributes accordingly charged
baking light
fire from red dust everywhere
causes eyes to cast inward
the heat of fever encapsulates
weak failing medium
un-utilized calculator
living five feet from the ground
drawn in lines of asyptotes
copyright JANEisnotplain 18.11.06
self portrait # 7: and
and she’s beautiful
and she’s unsettling
and she writes in big words
and she dots i’s and crosses t’s
and she doesn’t want to be touched by just anyone
and she doesn’t want to be seen
and she wants
to be adored
to be idolized
to be felt
to be heard
to be loved intimately
andandandand
and she is writing
and she is living
and she is dying
and she is
and
she
is
and that
is
all
copyright JANEisnotplain 18.11.06
and she’s beautiful
and she’s unsettling
and she writes in big words
and she dots i’s and crosses t’s
and she doesn’t want to be touched by just anyone
and she doesn’t want to be seen
and she wants
to be adored
to be idolized
to be felt
to be heard
to be loved intimately
andandandand
and she is writing
and she is living
and she is dying
and she is
and
she
is
and that
is
all
copyright JANEisnotplain 18.11.06
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